Piano

Well, I received an answer from a prospective teacher. She is Russian and she agreed to give me classes after 7:00. I have to go buy a keyboard, I found a very affordable one close to my house. I need to find a place in my house to put my new trophy, I will dust it, cover it, love it until I can make it sing to me. I am so exited so happy, finally, I am almost there.

Like you H, I will be able to play. You disappeared from my life by it seems that your ghost is still lurking at every corner of my inner self. I know I need to have closure with you and the only way is to come to terms with the dreams I started with you . I didn't have time to have a closure in the last 4 years. I didn't think I needed one. I have been busy with so many things, but you have stood there defiing me. Toxic in your goodness. I thouhgt the last kiss at the airport was the last goodbye, an Adieu but I carried you in my lugage, I carried you inside of me despite of me.

I want you gone. Gone for ever. I am a new one today, I have new things happening. I can appreciate life better because you are not here. Don't get me wrong, you are not love, you are not even friendship, you are only the beginning of thread I didn't finish. A job that needs to be completed.
Piano started before you but you opened the wound. Today, I am going to close it and I am going to live the dream.

Watch me do it.